I don't know if there is something wrong with me but I cannot speak to the three people I need to speak at work to advocate for myself and not be bullied. I never had a problem standing up to bullies but these bullies make me loose my voice entirely. I literally can't speak or won't speak. It's debilitating.
On the other hand, I service got out early and I went and spent the gift card Kim gave me on the new Leonard Cohen album and it's awesome! I also got a sublime album to feel close to Ry Ry. It was a hard day. I went and got Lucas and he and me rode bikes while william rolled along of his skate board. It was super fun. It felt like being carefree. Then I put put on the new records I got and separated out my albums, that was fun, especially with the doors and windows open and fans on. Aired the house out.
And now bed.